Find me at http://totalgadha.com/tgtown/manika/ tho i'll b bak on blogspot soon!!!

Don't know why I'm still afraid, If you weren't real I would make you up

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"This is the end Beautiful friend

This is the end My only friend,

the end It hurts to set you free

But you'll never follow me

The end of laughter and soft lies

The end of nights I tried to die"

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"Light up, light up

As if you have a choice

Even if you cannot hear my voice

I'll be right beside you dear"

Neil Gaiman once said

"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” - Neil Gaiman